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Teenage (or, selfreflectionfleshmachinedestruction)

by Jesse Jay Allen

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Purple 02:38
When you wear those purple underwear I need to know May I stop and stare? We’ve been spending a lot of time away And I wonder if you even fucking miss me at all Time drips by like sand in the hourglass Time passes Another month goes by, alas You’ve such a beautiful figure And I just had to say When you wear those purple underwear I need to know Do you mind if I stare? When these stupid games we play are done We will look back and say it was fun Could you keep a secret? Could you take it to your grave?
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Cherry Ellen 02:46
Cherry Ellen She kept her nose clean And ate her vegetables She dug poetry And dancing in the rain Save a seat for me Seattle here we come We’re never going to leave A welder came along Driving a silver bird And they had so much fun As they went spelunking Save a seat for me Seattle here we come We’re never going to leave Oh, my favorite time Of the evening Is going by the air, the moon, the stars Take to realize how lucky we are Better watch your back The demons of fate are around the corner
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A tall dark-haired girl I want a tall dark-haired girl Who plays guitar To sing me a lullabye And take me far away from here Away from all my fear I want a tall dark-haired girl To promise me That she’d never leave And always be my saviour If the world becomes too much I want a tall dark-haired girl Who knows why But doesn’t care Nonchalantly smiling As it begins to rain I want a tall beautiful girl To love me for who I am With graceful hands that calm me Just like an angel I want a tall dark-haired girl With empathy Who knows why react So violently And not scold me If I’m loose with my words I want a tall dark-haired girl To tell me I’m Needed her life And not just sigh When I say I love you all the time Take me away
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Short One Daughter Awakened late last night To the sound of sirens And a bright light Not a good kind of night light Should’ve taken it easy with the nightlife And the morning comes short of one daughter With one over-concerned father Just trying to phone all his daughter’s friends Trying to put the pieces together -but, wait now There’s an unexpected call “Weather is so bad in the fall,” Came a calm and collected voice And he knew his life was over He never even noticed when she was around Now he can’t bring himself to take her pictures down It’s irony, but I like it If God was alive then would he give a shit? Would he even take the fall for it? It’s blasphemy that he’s singing Take a picture it’ll last forever So self-assured he’d be without her never Ever-knowing Irony strikes again He never even noticed when she was around Now he can’t bring himself to take her pictures down It’s irony, but I like it If God was alive then would he give a shit? Would he even take the fall for it? It’s blasphemy that he’s singing
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Church 00:29
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Before you Go I’ve been waking up thinking I was holding you I could kick myself for thinking it is possible We’re diametrically opposed Enemies I suppose You live your head You say you wish that you were dead You don’t even give a shit So why the fuck am I writing this? Why the fuck am I thinking this? Why are we drawn To the ones we hate the most? Made bitter ghosts Laying on the phone The conversation’s cold The conversation’s cold But, if you take your life I’d understand hope you know But, if you take your life Kiss me goodbye before you go Some fucker broke your heart Unbearable to part Packed some bags and ran away Devotional you stay Like puppies lost in alleyways I’m such a hypocrite because I feel the same way Why do we do this to ourselves? Thinking never helps And writing stupid motherfucking songs Maybe one day you’ll get the nerve To put that knife to your wrist And end it all poetically You’re genetically inclined
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Teenage 03:14
Teenage Why did I even show up? I don’t even know a single person here So I guess I’ll sit this one out “What’s your name again? Have some vodka!” “No thanks, I have to drive home tonight. Thanks anyway.” Across a dim room You make contact With a girl you swear you knew in highschool She’s still beautiful She’s got a beer in one hand Sexy, mischievous No, not her too I won’t admit to What you say you think I did You’re just another teenage kid I won’t admit to What you say you think I did You’re just another fucking kid This seat becomes a watchtower A room full of people and I’m still alone What’s wrong with me? You think you reach that certain age when You don’t have to feel so out of place And it never fucking comes I won’t admit to What you say you think I did You’re just another teenage kid I won’t admit to What you say you think I did You’re just another fucking kid Promiscuous teens
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Bluesman 01:07
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One In Four 03:00
One in Four The odds are one in four We’ve all been there before Stringy hair and a locked door With hand over mouth You vomit milk and eggs She grabs you by your hair I’m the elephant prodded in dark rooms Concrete is to blankets What hatred is to fears False hope in relensing A reservoir of tears And when I see that store On the corner I say I swear to God if I find that woman I’m going to rip her ovaries out And make her eat them And when she does I’m going to laugh Like the sadistic fuck she made me become Do you feel like taking off a day To kill everyone?
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Here we go, we’re just like the MC5 Like thirty years ago On the cover of the magazine Everything’s bullshit and retro The votes are in For the ultra-trendy band of the year Got to make sure Your pants are real tight They fit real nice Here we go, we’re four guys from New York On the cover of spin magazine yeah Pants are real tight Got tobacco stains on our teeth They ain’t white The votes are in For the ultra-trendy band of the year Got to make sure Your pants are real tight They fit real nice

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released January 1, 2004

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Jesse Jay Allen Tacoma, Washington

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On Dearest Echo, Allen matches thick, ambient guitar and synthesizer with Britpop melodies for an approximation of Radiohead, or Wilco at its most expansive. Allen’s solid voice has a forlorn quality that works with the music’s depressive tone. ... more

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